Just to talk crap

Thank you for tuning in to Feelings FM and I'm always the DJ, Ivy... Woohoo!
Well, today I decided to renew my blog post after being redundant for nearly three months (or more)...
The thing is, there are a few reasons why I did not renew the blog.
I know you are not interested to know why but I'm still gonna say it for the sake of saying it... Blek!

1. I was quite busy for the past few months
A few months ago, stress and pressure started to build... Why? It's exam period, duh. Student gets stress up for exams, especially us... Law students. There is like thousand of things to read and stuff into that tiny little brain of ours but the time is running out and our hard disk space is also running out.
So I did not have time to sit down and finish writing a blog post. When I meant finish, it means I attempted to write one but did not succeed at doing it. I just ditched all the post and trust me, all of them are still saved in as my draft post. LOLX

2. I'm just lazy.
Yes, you heard me right. I'm way too lazy to renew my blog. Partially due to exam stress, my brain wasn't really functioning for the past few months. Partially also because there is no inspiration to write about anything. I can blabber about my boring life but who would wanna see it? (Although it's not like anyone will read my blog when I'm not talking about my boring life)
Thus, I gave myself a three months break and get myself out of my blog. I rather sleep than think of what to write. So forgive me...

3. My life got boring.
Ah ha... OK, not actually THAT boring. See, I have been eating out quite often and I started to get addicted with Instagram. By the way, here is my Insta account, make sure you follow me: http://instagram.com/jzivy93
And spoiler alert: If you click in, you will see food and food and food. And yes, when exam periods creep in... All I do was Eat and Eat and Eat... So just enjoy looking at the food from my Insta and hey, stop drooling... Get a napkin or something, your table is all wet.

I think that's all... As to why at this hour of the day, I decided to resurrect my blog once again... There is only one reason:
I'm not going to have internet access for the coming two weeks...
And yes, I mean it. I'm going to be working at the top of some hills or mountains or whatsoever they call it (one of the reason I did not do well for my Geography). There, the telecommunication line sucks and they do not have Wi-Fi in the hostels. So I will not be able to get access to the internet for TWO WEEKS! Oh, even if you call me, you won't be able to hear me clearly due to the telecommunication problem. And ya, that is why I decided to just renew the blog to update on my latest status and...

Oh course, JUST TO TALK CRAP!!!

Anyway, Good night people. Since my holiday started, Happy Holiday to those who are also having their summer holidays. And to those who do not have one, happy studying and remember to tune in to my blog once in a while(to save your time, do not have to do so in the next two weeks).

Dropping By...

Well, I haven't been up here for quite some time now... Yikes, when was the last time again? Oh, 3 months ago... Great.

I'm you Feelings FM DJ, Ivy. Good evening and did you guys have a pleasant day? Oh, I didn't.
Let's see, 3 months, 3 months. So much to catch up, huh?
Nothing much happens actually, living life as usual. But it's getting busier, exam's approaching and ya know, law is a tough subject.

Hmm, well let's stop all the blabbering and the song I present to you tonight is Everybody Got SOmebody But Me by Hunter Hayes(ft Jason Mraz).

And the next version is a cover by Sam Tsui. Personally, I prefer Sam Tsui's version but the thing is... It's too sad. Need the ori to lighten up the mood a little.

I have been quite lazy to update my blog, putting it on hold for quite some time now. SOmehow I just decided to drop by today and just post something about how I feel recently and how my life have been.


Well, I moved to a new place in October and things has been quite messed up. No Wi-Fi makes life difficult, like EXTREMELY difficult. Don't they know that Wi-fi has been listed as one of the HUman rights now? Jeez. They needa do something bout it, man. Or else, I'm gonna bored to dead.

Anyway, after I came back to KL I 'm so busy with all my assignments and studies and catching up that I don't even have time to catch a breath. Need some Kit-Kat... But NO, no time for all the nonsense. Striking a balance between fun and studies is really hard. Making some time for my upcoming novel is even harder. Blogging... I ain't have time for that no more. Sounds pathetic right? Nah... I'm just lazy.

So, I'm changing for good. And duh~! I'm determined this time. Needa start moving my butts and don't just sit in front of the laptop and staring at the desktop all day. At least I need to do some novel writing or blogging. Hmm... Oh, and food.

I'm learning ukulele lately and needa slot time for that now. Jeez, if only I have 36 hours a day. Well, you know my way: Fun, Food, Adventures! What's life without all these and study all day? I've been quite hyper lately and can't really think straight and start getting sentimental and emotional like before, maybe when stress mode is on in say 1 month time? You'll see the depressed me again, I bet.

Good night for now and have a nice day tomorrow, rain or shine.
And for Malaysians, Happy Thaipusam this upcoming Friday.

I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. 
I believe in kissing, kissing a lot.
I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong.
I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls.
I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.

--------- Audrey Hepburn

这条路

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曾经我以为，

我的人生没有所谓的不完美，

虽然从小，

历经了许多波折、风雨，

但是，

目的最终还是会达成的......

长大了，

才发现自己的人生路程，

并没有所谓的完美。

屡次失败的经验、

让我对接下来的这条路，

产生了恐惧。

这条路只要我们还活着，

就没有止境......

下一站到哪里，

没有人知道。

这条路很漫长，

中间或许会有许多荆棘......

下一站会否到达休息站，

还是个未知数。

这里——这一个站，

是我开始自己行走的时候了。

接下来的路程，

会遇到什么样的人，

会遇到什么样的抨击、波折，

会碰到什么样的钉子......

将没有人再牵着我的手，

陪我闯过一关又一关的关卡了。

一起小时候，

妈妈曾拉着我的小手，

来到这个火车站头，

指着遥远的尽头，对我说：

“那里就是以后你将一个人走的路。”

那时候手掌上的温暖，

至今仍残留......

这条路，

少了父母的指引，

剩下父母的叮嘱......

这条路，

少了朋友的扶持，

剩下朋友的精神支持......

这条路，

少了自己原有的单纯，

剩下自己对下一站的茫然和忧虑......

这条路会到哪里？

下一站，会有什么样的事情等着我？

这条路，

会否有天带我回到这个站，

回到最初的原点？

它，给了我朝气

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有人说，向日葵是太阳的影子。。。

太阳去到哪儿，向日葵就向着哪儿。。。

离开这个家乡两个月半，终于回来了。

家乡变了很多。。。

看着这些变化，心情沉重了不少。

曾经，这个名为“雨城”的小镇。。。

小小的道路两旁都是竖立着一颗颗十分高大的树。。。

在闷热的中午，即使在道路上行走，

不但一丝炎热也不会感觉到，甚至还会有些许的凉意。。。

这一趟归来，许多树木被砍伐了。

那些年旧的建筑物也被拆除了。。。

取而代之的是车辆以及人流。。。

在这两个月半，身在异乡，

我认识了一个太阳。。。

在我担心、孤独、不愉快的时候，

这颗太阳，一直都支持着我。。。

而我。。。就像向日葵一样，随着他转动。。。

会到来家乡，太阳离开了。

向日葵在看见自己的家园一点一点地在改变，

心情随着沉重了。。。

枯萎了。。。

什么时候，

向日葵还可以依赖太阳？

什么时候，

太阳还会散发出热能，支持者向日葵？

也许太阳永远都不知道，

它，给了向日葵朝气。。。。。。

以及。。。勇气。。。

6 Happiest Things to Do...

Have you ever thought of what is the happiest things to do?
I had...
Well... Mine is sorta lame actually...
But these are what I like...

6 HAPPIESt THINGS to Do

1. Live to Eat
I bet everyone was being asked this question before...

DO YOU LIVE TO EAT or EAT TO LIVE?

The two of them are whole lot of different...
See, some people on Earth eat to live while some of them live to eat...
But I'm so PROUD to say...
Hey, I LIVE to EAT...
In fact, its the best thing to do on Earth...

Hamburgers, French Fries, Bread, Rice, Spaghetti, Ice
creams, chocolates...

It is a total waste if we can't live to Eat...

YUMMY~!!

2. Live to Sleep.
Sleep, everyone sleep...

But...

Do you actually enjoy your sleep?

Well, I do...
A tight and warm sleep make everything different you see...
You feel better and fresher the next day...

I don't get it, why would someone study the whole night and don't sleep...
That's tiring...and... making oneself miserable...

OK, OK... I know everyone thinks differently...
But is it effective this way?
Come on, get a nice sleep... Live to sleep is the BEST~!


3. Live to play
This one is totally true...
What is the meaning of life if ou don't have fun?

try thinking...

One day, you are so bored...
The internet is down
The TV is broken
The books are thorn into pieces
The ball is flat
our friends are not around you

Can you see?
It will be very very VERrrry miserable...

So, just have fun when you still can...




4. Live to enjoy
Okay...
Now this one you need a trick...
The trick is $$ MONEY $$~~~!!!!

WHich most of us never thinks that is enough...

The problem here is,...
Why would you need soooooo much money if you don't know how to enjoy it?

Not to say those who don't have much money...
I mean, I met some of them who are extremely rich... but they rather keep the money at home...

Well, maybe to them, that's happiness...

Who knows, right?


5. Live to explore

Well, this one...
I bet there is only 10% who live to explore...
Explore new things is really fun SOMETIMES~!

OK, Let me bold that word...

SOMETIMES

Because as we explore... We will find many interesting things.... But things can turn out to be disastrous sometimes...

Speaking of disastrous, let's have a little flashback...

When I was 6, my dad brought me to Coronation pool...
I remembered I was super happy that time...
I remembered seeing a girl diving inside the pool...
Due to my stupid curiosity I dived tooo.....(So stupid then...)
Guess what happened? Yeap, I almost drowned to dead... Since then, I had phobia going underwater.... (I caught you laughing... That's not funny ok?)

That's why I told you, Exploring sometimes could be disastrous...

6. Live to live
LIVE...

This make me think of Suicide...
Suicide is definitely NOT a SMART way of solving probs...

So... Live on...

No matter what happens, it will soon be over...

Like my dad said,"When there's a PROBLEM, there is always a SOLUTION."

It's only the time, the time needed to seek for an answer, the time needed to solve the problem...

Everything will be over just like the rain....
It will never rain forever, when the rain stops... You will see the rainbow hanging....

LIVE ON~! FACE the CHALLENGES BRAVELY~! You will make it...

So, what bout' you? What is the most happiest things to do in life? Think of it, think of your friends, you parents and teachers... who always be right beside you, supporting you, giving you the helping hand you need...
They are your courage to live on happily...