Total stress

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Librans,

Tend to be lack of confidence in making decision...

I, as a Libiran,

Have this problem too.

After my SPM,

I thought of taking up A-level for law courses...

But some clashes strolled up,

And everyone is in a really bad mood right now.

A week ago, I decided to take up A-level in KDU

Then the decision was made and I'm thrilled of going there....

Thinking of a new environment, a new place...

Suddenly I felt kind of awkward and unpeaceful...

Then when my mom came back I did a really big mistake,

I asked her a question:"Am I really going to start study next week?"

And a thunderstorm came...

She said she thought I had already made up my mind,

I DID made up my mind... Maybe because I think TOO much...

Made my stomach kind of stirred up at the moment.

I was always in stress when making decisions...

Now too...

Struggling to make everything well,

It seems getting worse...

What I do was just to make my parents please and happy,

I accept all suggestion and try my best to make them glad and proud of me...

But it seems wrong...

They doesn't seems to be happy the way I was...

THey wanted me to make my own decision(which I hate the most)...

And Ya, in total stress...