Chinese New Year Eve

The sound of the fireworks are exploding outside my window since 00.00 just now.... It is, as for most people favor especially the Chinese... The Chinese New Year... People are putting fire crackers fr almost 40 minutes now... Its way past midnight people and I'm seriously not in a good mood.

Anyway, happy new year PEeps... My new year wish is to stay healthy for the year and may my friends and family stay healthy too...

寻找

不知不觉，我踏上这一个一个人的旅程已经一个星期有多了……为什么说是一个人？为什么又总是感触良多？虽然有一位朋友一直都陪伴我，但是心里仍然感觉像是一个人似的……

这里不像槟城，小小的一个岛上，想到哪里就到哪里。这里是吉隆坡，是一个大城市。这里比起槟城，离开家的距离也远了许多。是我不够独立、不够坚强吗？我自己也不知道。来到这里的一个星期里，我总是会回想起在槟城的点点滴滴。比起去年，我长大了一岁也就是说是时候我学会了靠自己完成一些事情。当我们被逼面对着一些我们不想要面对的事情时，我们只好认了并且不再逃避的面对他。

一个星期了，每一天这样30分钟的来回旅途让我想了很多很多。那一段30分钟的旅途就是让我冥想的时间，静静的冥想我以后想要走的路。我总是会在人群里找寻以前在槟城的朋友的身影，总是想要在那一段寂寞空虚的30分钟里找到一些些快乐的回忆……

人家常说，我们不应该留恋于过去……应该往前走。但是偶尔想想过去，总是会让人怀念。他们过得如何了？好吗？他们是否还记得我们曾经一起创造那一片又一片无数快乐的回忆？又是否记得他们曾经给大家带来的伤害？

也许在这个大城市里，只要我不放弃的寻找……终有一日会找回那一些我遗失的、眷恋的回忆……或许只要我不放弃寻找，就会觅获那一份我一直以来想要的幸福和快乐……

你，不再一个人……

乘坐着那一列轻快铁……
那一段30分钟的归途……
那一个和我一起上下课的朋友……
往往我会有很多感触……

不知不觉之间，我踏上了这一片土地……
这一片不属于我的天空里……
在这一个繁忙的城市里，我总是会想起以前的日子……

站在窗边，我望着那一片蔚蓝的天空……
阳光明媚的照耀着这一片大地……
闹哄哄的城市在那一道阳光的照耀下显得更加火热了……

今天我看见了facebook上的一个留言，
才发现我的举止伤害了一位朋友……
很深，很深……

其实我并不是有心，
大概是不曾站在他的角度去想整件事情，
所以无意之间伤害了他……

其实，他是个很好的人，
他不计较、不八卦……
但是这样的他很寂寞……
他曾经写过小说，文笔还真的不错……

想借此对他说：“对不起，伊文。”
要记住，几个月前你认识了我和几位朋友……
虽然我有时候说话真的是毒了一点，
但是我并不是有心想要伤害你。

想对你说：“你，不再是一个人……”

模糊了的回忆

今天一时兴起，我在茶桌底下翻出了一本又一本厚厚的相簿。人家说，照片是为了留住那一刻、那一霎那的美好。这一本本的相簿，我已经好久好久没有看了……甚至脑海里仿佛忘了有着一些照片的存在……

人，不就是这样吗？当我们越来越大了，回忆也模糊了……我摇了头，拿起那一本相簿。

“呼！”大力的吹了一口气，相簿上的灰尘被我吹了起来。翻开了相簿，我看见了我小时候的照片。

我看见了和一位青梅竹马拍的照片。我们算起来，也做了18年的邻居。还记得小时候，我们还一块去补习……在路途中，我们就把车子想象成过山车……曾经，我们一起欢笑；曾经，我们一起哭泣；曾经，我们一起上学、放学；曾经，我们牵着小手走在屋前的小路上；曾经，我们有多少的快乐，多少的天真……可是，不知从何时开始，我俩渐渐不再说话了。如今见个面也很尴尬呢！也许，这就是时间作弄人吧！当我们渐渐长大了，那曾经谈过的“梦”；曾经一起赤着脚丫、追着纸飞机奔跑的日子没了……

我看见照片上在小学和我十分要好的朋友。如今我们在学院经常碰面，却从来不曾说过一句话，打过一声招呼。是不是大家都长大了，都认为彼此变了？所以变得陌生了？我看见了那些和我一起同班了5年的同学，如今我们见面就打个招呼。如此而已。

学院里，我叫了一班朋友。他们是否会和我的同学一样，以后各奔前程了是否还会记得大家？我们彼此之间的回忆，会随着时间渐渐模糊。为什么？我们背负着自己的义务，我们过着忙碌的生活。那一些回忆会随着时间，和照片一样渐渐泛黄……渐渐模糊……

是遗憾吗？明明大家都认识，却变成了陌生人……

朋友，陌生人……那个导火线……只因时间模糊了脑海里的回忆……

Penjajahan British di Pulau Pinang oleh Francis Light

My friend made this video for their assignment...
It is about how Francis Light conquered Penang Island...
Helpful for PMR and SPM Sejarah too...
For those who have problem with how Francis Light came to Penang, can take a look at this video... ^^
Hope you like it...

Memory Pathways

I remembered the very first day I laid my feet into college, KDU College Penang Campus, my heart was throbbing. It was a hard night before that morning where I still cannot get over the fear I had in National Service. I'm afraid of everything, afraid of not being able to get new friends, afraid of not being able to adapt, afraid that I would not be able to cope...

That day, I put a smile in my face... That mask I would never forget... The thoughts that ran through my mind: I need to be more friendly to get new friends. So I did. I wore the smile until the day I left college. Until then, I learnt that I did change a lot except for one thing: I'm still arrogant.

This year is really a memorable year for me. I went through so much, I learnt who is the ones that are really there for me, I learnt that sometimes I stayed strong too long, I learnt that crying does not mean that you're weak, it just signifies that you are strong all these times. I knew a lot of friends, I knew a bunch of good friends, I knew several close friends, I knew 2 besties.

As I flipped through all the photos throughout the year, the memories we created together... I looked through all my blog post... I know I had a great time in college besides sad moments. I created a lot of memories with my friends and classmates... We fought the war together, we share the victory together, we work together....

I learnt how to love someone... I learnt how to respect someone... I learnt that I'm not perfect... And I found someone who tolerated my arrogant all these time... Sometimes I find it really hurt when someone tell me things straight in the face, but come to think of it I learnt. I changed a lot... But the arrogant me, still remains... I wish to change that too but many I'm the snob in the class... Every class need a snob, right?

As I walked through the memory pathways of my college life... I somehow felt reluctant to let go... Its HIM, its HER, and its THEM... I did not want to let go... I hope there will be a day that all of us will meet again...

Someday...

A memory within our Heart

A Memory Within Our <3 Slideshow: Jzivy93’s trip from Taiping, Perak, Malaysia to 3 cities Kuala Lumpur, Pulau Penang and Pangkor was created by TripAdvisor. See another Malaysia slideshow. Create your own stunning slideshow with our free photo slideshow maker.

I saw this app on Facebook today and I felt this is really amazing...

SO I decided to give it a try and WALAH~!!!

My production... ^^
This makes me think of my past and all my old friends...

Miss you girls~