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Showing posts with label 不愉快. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 不愉快. Show all posts

Saturday, June 15, 2013

只有自己可以给于自己的正能量


哈咯!大家好,我是你们心情DJ——艾微。
看会最后一片部落格文章才发现自己好久、好久、好久没有更新了……
哈哈!前一阵子忙于考试都没有时间上网,现在考完试了所以来更更呗!

最近我爱上了一首歌曲:David Guetta ft. Sia 的 Titanium。
这一首歌可以说是我的正能量的来源……为什么?看看它的歌词吧!什么是Titanium?就是华语所谓的“钛”
这一首歌的歌词很贴近我们现实社会的情形,就像是说一个人对于别人的闲言闲语、讽刺嘲笑都免疫了……
俗话说:“人言可畏。”、“一传十,十传百,百传千,千传万。”但是也有人说:“嘴巴是生在别人身上,你管他说什么?”

我们的身边总是会有那么一些人,从来不会给与正面的影响。相反的,他们却想要看见你堕落而不断给你负面的影响。他们会故意讽刺你、刺伤你,而我们身为受害者当然大多时候就会被刺痛、被伤害。
这一首歌就把这一些负面的对话当成是子弹,而受害者是一个非常坚强的人……即使再多的讽刺和闲言闲语,他都不会动摇……那一些子弹射在他身上就会反弹……这就像是一个宣战:来吧!你们尽管说,你们那一些要伤害我的人都发射你们的子弹吧!而我绝对不会受伤害……

其实很多时候,我们会为了那一些事情而伤心、烦恼……但是这一些心情唯独自己超越了自己才可以渐渐免疫……
我们必须找到自己的正能量,因为那一些正能量只有自己才可以给自己的……
我总是忍着不说,忍着不哭因为那一些根本没有办法解决问题。但是我的缺点就是到一定的时候,我会爆发……以前的我爆发的时候会听一些伤心的歌曲,让自己更难过地哭个痛快……但是现在,我不想哭了……哭,是个懦弱的表现……我爆发的时候,就听这一首歌……听听歌词……
这就是我。这是只有我自己可以给于自己的正能量……

最后,附上这首歌的歌词:
Titanium- David Guetta ft. Sia

You shout it loud, but I can't hear a word you say,
I'm talking loud, not saying much.
I'm criticized, but all your bullet ricochet,
You shoot me down, but I get up.

*I'm bullet proof, nothing to lose,
fire away, fire away,
Ricochet, you take your aim,
Fire away, fire away.

@You shoot me down but I won't fall,
I am titanium.
Shoot me down but I won't fall,
I am titanium.

Cut me down, but it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, stick and stones may break my bones,
I'm talking loud, not saying much

Repeat *@

Stone hard, machine gun,
Fired at the ones who's run,
Stone hard, as bulletproof glass

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Sometimes that one person is more than enough...


Good evening, and I'm you Feelings FM DJ... As usual, Ivy.
The song of the day would be... Here, I Dreamed A Dream from Les Miserables, violin cover by Jun Sung Ahn. I hope you like it... It is a beautifully played song...

Today's theme as stated above and I know not much people are interested when they see my title since it's not like the others post... FOOD~ OKOK, chill.. Wait till I find something special then I'll do some food review again... I can't be posting MCD food review right? Haha.

Anyway, some thoughts have been bugging me these few days. Guess is the weather? Or maybe the stress coming up for exams? Or maybe I'm thinking too much? Well, I really do not know which is which really... I've been feeling quite EMO for the past two weeks and I still cannot get over it. I wonder why but I think I know the reason... I'm too dependent on others...

I saw a post from my friend's blog: Moi et N'importe Quo... Although the title is in French, but trust me... The content is mostly in English. Well, basically I saw this post and I smiled... Because at least there is someone I know who are not really close with me knows me better than my good friends do. I'm not trying to compare here but yeah... He still understands it albeit not much who I really am. 

Things have been quite bad for me these few weeks. Due to stress in examination and my own thinking, I get all the mood sways out of nowhere. This moment I can be super active, next moment my feeling was like sliding down the cliff. I do not know who I really am in my surroundings now as I don't seem to fit in after... well, almost one and a half years. Loneliness is always there and I shouldn't be showing and telling it to anyone but myself. 

Sometimes, we just need someone to talk to but it's just that no one is there. I just look up and saw that my friends are all ahead of me and I'm still taking my slow step behind. People think differently and people judge others differently. I'm not really the welcomed type of person and usually, people would just hate me from the very first moment they saw me. I just portray myself as being arrogant, maybe? 

Today, I posted a status on FB: "Sometimes loneliness makes you realize who you really are and what your surrounding look like... and then makes you feel that you rather be lonely..."

That's what came across my mind at that very moment. I'm afraid of a lot of things and I'm actually a big coward. I like extreme sports because that's the only way I can get hurt and reminds me that I'm actually still alive with all the things around me and to be contented of everything. I'm scared but I cannot find another way to push away the fright I have in me... 

I do not expect anyone to understand what I'm going through for two reasons:
1. Every individuals have their own thinking and no one would understand what others are going through.
2. Me, myself do not know what and why I'm having all the emo moments and loneliness and sadness.
No one understands and no one will... Sometimes I just feel sad for no reason or maybe there is a reason and I do not know why. 

And so, this should end because everyone would get bored and think that I'm a paranoid or so. The one thing that I always tell myself is no one will pity you and no one will be there when problem arises. The most trustworthy person is you and yourself. But sometimes that one person who understands would be more than enough and I'm glad that he described it well... Yes, I am active and lively from the outside but at the inside I'm a sentimental person... 

Well, life's never easy... Tomorrow is a new day and it means a new start. Neh?

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

让不愉快的光辉,随静思流逝



犹豫,
每个人都会,
可是有多少人犹豫过了,
可以重新开始?

跌倒,
每个人都会,
可是有多少人跌倒了,
可以重新站起来?

刚刚,
发现了一些事情,
心情跌入谷底。。。

可是我答应自己,
从此要让自己快乐起来,
所以我不会难过。

眼泪流过脸颊,
我用手背抹去,
微笑。

就让那些不愉快的时光,
随着静思慢慢流逝。。。