Finish LAW~!!!

Finally, finish law test... This two weeks are really stressed out... While in stress, I always feel that there is someone there to back me up...

Thank you, dear friend. Thank you, mommy...

I missed him these two weeks... The feeling is growing more and more each day... I don't know am I right to have that feeling.... I don't know if I'm allowed to have the feelings... But I really misses him... Really do...

I know he doesn't know chinese... But if he understand, this is my message to him... 够爱。

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*指头还残留 你为我擦的指甲油

没想走你好像说过 你和我会不会有以后

￥时间一直一直变 地球不停的转动 在你的时空

我从没退缩懦弱

当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说 

我的温柔 只想让你都拥有

@我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有

我得灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口

我得上和眼泪化为乌有 为你而流

藏在无边无际小小宇宙 爱你的我

&你听见了吗？我为你唱的这首歌

是为了要证明 我为了你 存在的意义

Repeat ￥@

爱你的我 不能停止脉搏 为了爱你奋斗 就请你让我说出口

爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有

我得灵和魂魄不停守候 在你心门口

我得上和眼泪化为乌有 为你而流

藏在无边无际小小宇宙 爱你的我 哦 爱你的我

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Happy Birthday to Me

Officially 18~!! I should've said it yesterday, but when I came back to hostel it was late at night and I'm totally sleepy... So I renew today...

Yesterday, I really had a great time with my friends celebrating my bday for me... Although no cake, it is still warm and I'm really happy... For the whole day, the person whom I hope would appear did not appear... The one I misses the most among the friends. I had a feeling that he won't appear as he did not have class yesterday... But still I hope he appear.

After law class finished at 3.30pm... I somehow felt a bit lonely... I miss my family... This is the first time not celebrating my birthday at home... And it is my 18th Bday~ I sat down quietly and started studying. All of a sudden, some strange feelings came into me... I can somehow sense that he is there. Just right around me... I stepped out the class and went to the library but he was nowhere to be seen... I went to 404 and no sign of him. Then the next time I want to go to 404, I was stopped anxiously by Abigail and Wendy...

I know they were up to something but I really don't have the mood. After class, I went to Ji Xuen's place where Shi Yi and Ji Xuen got ready and three of us went to Starbucks at New World Park. Wendy told me she will be going home at 5pm... And she left but when we went for dinner... She came and I got shocked although I knew she would come. THen when I sat with my back facing to the door, suddenly someone came and hug me from the back... Tightly... I was sooo surprise when I saw him... It was him... I'm not dreaming... They got me a teddy which is really adorable... AWWW~!!!

Then we went to starbucks after the dinner... Although there are some conflicts but I really enjoyed my night... With All my friends: Chia Siew, Him, Abigail, Darren, Shi Yi, Wendy, Joson, Jin Hee surrounding me... I really had a great time... Especially him... I always hope that he would appear... I always hope that I would be able to past my birthday with him...

18 year old bday wish? A-Lvl 3A*~!!! And I hope my friends, family and me myself will stay healthy and safely and happily... ^^

My last hour as a 17 years Old

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In 1 hour time, I'll be ending 17 years old... Is it a good news or a bad news? Birthday, is a day where we are born... It signifies the hardship of our dearest mother... Somehow on this day, I think I shouldn't be happy for myself but for my mother...

There is only a 50% chances of living on when a woman give birth to a child... ALthough the medicine technology is so much advance now, it does not mean it is an absolute that every woman who got pregnant may give birth to a healthy baby or give birth without any complications. 10 months of pregnancy, it is so hard and tough for a woman...

17 years, I have been living happily for 17 years. Today, I suddenly thought of my mom. Maybe its because this is the first year I'm not having my birthday at home... Somehow, when I thought of the hardship she went through... I just felt so lucky and fortunate and grateful to be on this world... To live here happily with my mom around me...

In one hour time, I'll be officially 18. This means that I'm a half adult... From now on, many things is up to me, myself to decide and work on... 18 years old means I'm no longer a minor... If I were to do anything wrong and got arrested, I can no longer ask for an adult beside me... 18 years old means I need to learn how to settle everything myself... 18 years old...

How I wish I never grow up... How I wish I'm still a kid that cuddles in my mom's arms... But the fact is, I'm growing up each year and this can no longer be changed. For the next year, I hope that me, my family and friends lives healthily and happily... I hope I get a good result, get a scholarship so that my parents would not have to worry where to sought the money for me to further my studies...

Happy Birthday to myself...

生日快乐 我对自己说...